the biggest cunt in the world

My brother totaled my first car.

I am only being selfish because he is okay and just really upset about it (because he basically totaled his first car.)

My dads birthday is this week.

I want to get him a card and I am poor but I just like to it’s my dad and he is 50. and it’s kind of a thing.

I am 20.

my uncle is 30

my dad is 50

AND

my grandma is 70

all this year. we are the only ones. it’s kind of a cool thing. so I don’t know haha

when he hugged me bye today he said “next time you see me i’ll be 50” and I told him. “and then you’ll officially be a fat bald townie.”

idk. :] it makes me feel nice, I love my parents even though they have their flaws with things, they really didn’t fuck us up that bad.

When my brother walks through the room and calls me a fag.

go fuck yourself mr.twomcdoublesketchuponlylargefryandalargedietcoke. you weigh 10,000 pounds and nobody loves you.

My brother threw almost an entire thing of a large mcdonalds diet coke on my car.

on why my siblings are selfish part 1.

my brother is a skeezy asshole who is obese and wears far too much under amour for someone his size.

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On Mommie Dearest and Update.

Listen bitch, i’m sorry you had to work a full day at work and your sister is being a C U Next Tuesday but that isn’t my fault and you should appreciate the fact that i’m making dinner and not bitching about it. go sit in the livingroom and leave me alone and stop asking when dinner is gonna be done, i’m hot. i’m hungry. and I just want the state of Florida closer to me.

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Talk to me.

I am avoiding my family.

So I was watching the news with my mom

They were of course blowing up my life about Obama loving the gays and yeah yawn, anyway near the end of the story we see two men hugging and she just goes ew. :|

this is why i’m still in the closet and this is why there is a very big chance I might be in the closet for a very long time. I just don’t know how my parents would react, my dad doesn’t think for himself he gets mad at the news and he really only listens to the conservative talk radio he thinks they are so honest but they aren’t, just like the rest of the media. I don’t know i’m so scared and I just don’t want to be rejected.

On picking my selfish sister up from the airport.

So I had to drive to Rochester [fine it’s an hour] to get my sister so she can get a car she bought and drive it back to Florida. I am not in the car with her a minute and her she asks if her boyfriend can smoke a cigar in my car. not an old man cigar like a gross skinny cigar that the ladies at work told me what it was but I can’t remember. and it was real gross and then my hair smelled all work and it made me feel sick and I hate that i’m not assertive and said no. Should I have said no?