because I hate this bitch at work and hope her tire falls off.

I couldn’t walk on the treadmill (because I can’t fucking do anything else until my spleen decides to stop being an asshole) because I had to drive to fucking Waterloo which is over 50 fucking miles from my house because my dad needed his license so he could go across into Canada, ya know what really grinds my gears? I had to stop my morning routine, get on the thruway and drive out to Waterloo, go to the next exit and turn around and get back on. that shit is crazy..I am angry that I have to fucking work until 9 everyday so far this week because, I don’t care that I am getting paid I am just annoyed by the fact that I have to do it. now I am trapped here with some random girl and some crazy ass volunteer that I do not like and she is a shit show sally and keeps her mother fucking dog in the car. bitch it is the middle of summer, leave the dog home. I also feel fat because I ate mcdonalds for lunch and I have been living off popsicles for a solid week. HOLY CRAP.

I am ok

rant over.

I work 3-9 so i’ll basically be on tumblr all afternoon and into the evening.

My ridiculously expensive shorts came in the mail I don’t know if anybody wants to see them but i’ll take pictures later, I set up everything my orientation for August 3rd and I stay overnight August 2nd. that’s kind of what I am scared about :| overnight away from home, I hate that I act this way sometimes, it’s hard for me to sleep over with anyone when they ask and it’s not just about being out, i’m also like comfortable in my room away from people. My friend and I like to joke that when I finally do get married I will have to have my own room to sleep in bahaha, yes it’s funny but it’s actually serious. I hope I can through this overnight without having an anxiety attack woof. Something else interesting in my life is that I have been talking to a lot of guys lately, and some of them are rude and some of them are weird but it’s interesting to talk to people. I like making new friends and if something happens, something happens as much as I want a boyfriend i’ll just wait currently. but you talk to some interesting people, many of which I would never want to meet. bahaha. Well since I have to work at 3 I am going to go buy something for lunch/dinner and maybe go to Marshalls because I need new underwear and I enjoy their deals on things.

anyway leave me things to talk about, start a discussion with me and let’s become friends :]